Showing posts with label goals. Show all posts
Showing posts with label goals. Show all posts

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

Just an update

I know it's been a while, but I figured that I should post an update. Lately I've been so busy with apartment stuff and work that I've been neglecting my blog.
So I will be posting my goals tonight and maybe a few things otherwise. I am happy to report that so far I am well on my way to getting my life in order. I have my taxes done and now I just need to put them in.
In other news my toe is all screwed up, I think I broke my toe and the nail is infected but it's getting better.
Also HAPPY LEAP DAY! Yup... Once every 4 years we have an extra day. Get outside and enjoy your extra time!

Sunday, 5 February 2012

What do I want?

I know what everyone else wants, I can tell you what all of my friends and family want. I can tell you what goals they have, what hopes they have. I can tell you their fantasies contain in most cases...

What I cannot tell you is what I want, at least not off the top of my head. I think I spend so much time trying to make everyone else's dream come true, I forget to think about my own. I didn't know what my own goals were.

So, I fixed it. I wrote my goals down and put them on the fridge. They are on the fridge so I see them every day. On that damn fridge they will stay.

Friday, 27 January 2012

The plan

I hate having plans on the whole, but these days I think I could use one. I have spent years wandering around 1/2 asleep and numb to how much needs to be done to take care of myself and someone else.

I have been sitting in my apartment and picking out the flaws for something to do, and trying to come up with a plan for the rest of my year. Mostly I am just stressing over a plan that may/may not be headed into a tail spin.

Right now I am laying in bed and can just vaguely smell the distinct smell of a man. I am waiting on the man belonging to that smell to arrive at my apartment this morning. It has me all keyed up and nervous.

Am I rambling? I'm rambling. Back to the topic of plans we go!!!

I made a plan, or goals, or whatever you want to call them. I sat down and I wrote them out. 3 for each topic, 7 topics in total. I tried to do a short, medium and long term goal, but for some things that just isn't possible.

You would not believe how hard it can be to write out goals. Especially relationship goals when you're not in a relationship. I also found spirituality a hard one... I took a lot of time to think that one through. I am mostly ambivalent towards religion and spirituality on the whole but I finally managed to pick 3 things for my goals.

I will post the list in a little while, right now I should be sleeping and waiting for the man that belongs to the smell of my bed to come find me.

Cheers